OMFGG why the hell is this so hard to doooo???

i really REALLY wish i knew why is it that normally u get tons of stuff done in no time....when u don´t need them! tons over tons of drawings paintings scketches and so on that either just get lost,forgotten or given to some wide eyed friend of yours...

BUT WHY?? Oh WHYY is that, that when we really need them, when is time to start a gallery for instance, -they-just-won´t-come-to-you???? Or an avalanche of other boring commitments will suddenly crash down over your head OUT OF THE BLUE??? i dearly DEARLY wish i knew!

is it just me?
please you older,experienced shiny gods of beuttifully done galleries, DO SHINE YOUR WISDOM OVER THIS POOR LOST SOUL >,<

uahauhau okay...maybe i overdramaticed it a weeee bit...
but hell i really wanna know...